Excited and Nervous

I really shouldn't be nervous, but I am. I'm excited too. My parents are finally letting me go on a date with my boyfriend groupless. All the others had to be with other people. But, yay, not this time.
Apparently he's gonna kiss me tonight. Two months and no kiss, but he's the prude type. Never had a girlfriend. I think it's cute, his innocence and everything.
But, we're going to the zoo. They have lights everywhere. They do it every year. It'll be cute/romantic. I've decided I'll kiss him if he doesn't end up kissing me. But I've been telling myself that for a while, so...we'll see what happens.
So now I'm just waiting on him to call me. His family is celebrating his mom's birthday, so they went out to dinner. Waiting sucks. I wanna go! Haha. I should probably find my zoo passes. I think that'd be smart.
But, yeah. Wish me luck.=D