Goodbye to you.

The new year is comin up. Time for change right? You know, I've realized things may never change. I keep losing friends and family and I never really get any happier.
I'm tired of pretending everything is alright, cause It's not. This world sucks. No one ever tries to make it better, we only make it worse.
I'm tired of crying myself sick every night because my dad yells at me for some fucked up reason or becuase I'm jelouse of everyone else.
But I still try to find the light. There's still a little bit of hope left in me.
Things could still get better, regardless of whats already happened in my life.
I am not afraid to keep on livin.