Christmas soon.

And were all s'posed to be excited right?
Wrong.
I am.
I guess, but it's just. I dont particually want to spend an entire day surrounded by family.
I find my family a little.. over-whelming at times.
Their way to intense, and there's the lunch.. were myself, my brother, my mother and my father sit down at a table.. for like an hour. And we have to talk to each other.. and it generally just consists of my dad and my brother arguing about some political matter I could care less about.
And I just have to sit there and listen to my dad drone on and on about how America is bad and evil.
When I dont feel the same, but because he said so, of course they are.
Because he can never be wrong.
Which pisses me off. Extremely.
But what if my brother goes to his girlfriend's house, and I'm stuck there. Forced to speak to my parents, what the hell am I supposed to say. I try my hardest not to talk to them on a normal day, I dont really want to talk to them just 'cause it's Christmas.
I'd probably just spend all day on the computer, like every year.

Sorry for wasting you time.
Yet another depressing journal, can I get anymore emo..
-sigh-

-dragon-
December 23rd, 2007 at 07:23pm