*le sigh*

happy christmas eve eve.
ive now been single for a whole year.
tommorrow ill be fine. actually im FINE now. honest.
im good at pretending.

i swear, in a year ive had two chances to get a boyfriend and ive messed them both up. then again, the first one was with a 22 yr old who doesnt remember my name, and the second was with my ex from ages ago who isnt very good at monogomy. *le sigh*

hopefully ill be luckier in the new year.
i srsly need a boyfriend or girlfriend. ;_; anyway, ill ignore this big empty feeling (i feel like im losing everyone) and enjoy christmas like a good girl.

coz thats what i do, i do what im supposed to. XD have a nice christmas, anyway.