effing hell i hate love.

So its been about 3 weeks now since i fell for this guy at work. i mean, i dont know why, i would never usually have looked twice, but theres something different about him. something i cant put my finger on.
bascially, i first met him about a year ago and he was a total bastard. i was training for my job and he accused my friend of stealing. so i hated him and didnt see him for nearly a year. then it turns out he moved from the place i had been training to the place im now working at, and hes my manager. not a big deal though, as hes only 18 and im 17.
so i dont know why ive fallen for him. i mean, i hated him, but now... now i really dont. hes so kind to me and considerate, but im kind of in the stage where i dont know if he likes me... or just basically doesnt. we've flirted, but nothings ever come of it. i cant stop thinking about him or staring at my phone hoping it will tell me ive got a text from him. stupid, but i cant help it.
im seeing him again at work tomorrow, so i guess ill post again later on.
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