Stupid Rant

Long story short, my exgirlfriend likes me again.

A few days ago, I told her that I like one of my other friends, and she said she's a little jealous. Now, I thought she was just kidding around, but I asked anyway, why would you be jealous? And she wouldn't really tell me. This morning though, she wanted to hang out. So. I did. And it was pretty fun. I don't know...I still like her. We broke up about a weekish or maybe two weeks ago. She cheated on me, and she's still going out with the guy she cheated on me.

I want her back. I really do. I have since we broke up, but I've sucked it up through all of our conversations. I've wanted to tell her so bad, but I just can't. And now, I'm worried that she might try something on me, and I'll end up helping her cheat on the guy she cheated on me with. Confusing. I know.

And if we did end up getting back together...I don't know. I can't trust. Not in that way, atleast.

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January 10th, 2008 at 04:13am