In a Wrong Place

I've been thinking a lot about my future. I live in Finland, but I'm planning that I'll move to England or USA when I'm done with school.

why do I wanna move away from my homecountry? honestly, I feel like I don't belong here. It's like I was born in the wrong place.

it's not the country itself. Finland is a beautiful place, the people are nice, the language is beautiful in it's own way... but for some reason I just don't seem to fit here. I don't see myself living here all my life.

I have a lot of great friends, but I still find myself trying to find new friends from other countries. and sometimes it's really scary, that I find talking to them easier than with my friends, it's like I find the words easier. and I think it's weird and I feel like I'm betraying my friends, my parents and my country (oh, the drama!)

so what the *beep* is my problem? I've felt this for a few years already. I've always known I want to live somewhere else for a while at least, if not my whole life.

am I really born in the wrong country? or is this just some phase that will wear off?