No one understands?

And so the story continues...And theres nothing I can do about it.
Yes it controls, You all just dont understand do you?
No one cares how much pain im in right now. how depressed i really am.
The only thing i can do is hide behind a smile..and sometimes i think, is it worth it?
I've cried and cried so many times with what i've become....im not bubbly..
No more smiles..the only smiles i do is to hide my own reality.
People think i've got my side fringe for "Emo style." No...its not that. its not that at all...
Its cos i feel ugly..and it hides my ugly face. it hides my face and when it does....i feel better.