worried...

damn today i disappointed my gf she couldnt even look me in the eye today...i dont blame her... then yesterday she wanted to look at my wrists, she doesnt know i cut myself. i dont wanna loose her, ive fallen for her. i cant imagine life without her. idk how to tell her that im deppressed. im worried that she'll think im deppressed because of her or if she'll leave because of the way I am. She thinks I don't trust her, I just don't know how she'll react to the news that her girlfriend is a friggin lunatic!