I really miss her...[screw your RIP heath ledger crap]

I miss my friend Kelly. For some reason, I miss her incredibly at this moment. She died last week, Thursday morning, and it hasn't hit me until now. Well, it hit me a while ago, but still. Right now I'd be on the way home from her house or something, cause my mom and I would go over and take them dinner. But she's gone.
I saw her body on Sunday. I denied it was Kelly. It didn't look like her. She looked so pale and fake. It looked like porcelain. I was afraid to touch her. She looked so fragile.
Ugh, this sucks so much. I don't really know what to say. I mean, she's home now.
I'm a Christian, and we met at church. Our girl's bible study promised each other that whoever gets to heaven first has to wait at the tree of life. I can't wait to see her.
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