I think im ill.

Ever imagine the worst thing what could happen and think about and you start thinking its real, you can't tell the difference between what's in your head and what's actually happening.
You lay on your bed thinking everyone you ever loved is dead. but there right infront of you, but you can't see them.
You crawl in a ball and cry till your eyes are blood stained and you feel your heart shatter again and again.
You feel death, but breath.
You don't have the strength to stand, your nightmares in your head feel so real but there not.
You struggle through life, wanting death, wanting to stop thinking your alone.
January 26th, 2008 at 01:50am