Questions.

Why is my life this way?
Why does it seem everything I do causes more problems, instead of solving them?
Why can my head and my heart not agree?
Why do I always fall for the one I need the most?
Why is my heart never good enough?

Is broken what you become, when it seems like you have nothing to live for?
Like your life is a downward spiral, and you’re slowly spinning out of control
Like if you say how you feel you’ll go come crashing down.

Why does it feel like I’m slowly loosing my grip on reality?
Like my heart is a lair and my mind is the gate that keeps me together
Why do I lock up what should be said and blurt out what shouldn’t?

What will become of me if I slip up, and disappoint them all?

I like him, I do, I shouldn’t
He won’t.

Well that’s what you get, when you let your heart win. <3