ive tried mercilessly to beat this feeling out of my head, but it's still there.
i want you with me but i dont want you.
i want that feeling when you think nothing can go wrong.
i tried to remember to forget you
it shouldnt bother me that you're happy out there but it does, somehow it does. because i want to be the one to make you happy, i want to put that smile on your face and the laughter in your voice.
but this smile is fading fast and when everyone's happiness in love is shoved in your face where do you go?
you cant hide from that.