All you thought was color

Hey guys,

It's Saturday and nothing is really going on at the moment. My mother is officially remarried. So now I have a Step-mom and a Dad. And a Mom and a Step-dad. But I only like my dad and his wife though. My mother cheated on my Dad and I have no respect for her. I really want to start updating soon but I have writer's block. :(
I think I have an eating disorder. Everytime I look in the mirror it looks like i'm getting fatter and fatter. I want to lose weight but I'm 5'4 and I weigh 105 pounds. I don't want to look anorexic. I just want to look skinnier, ya know?
I have a heart murmur. But I already knew that. Going to the doctor's is seriously pointless. My head hurts again today, I have chronic migraines and it pretty much sucks. I've listened to all of the The Used's CD's on repeat for the past 3 days, they're my current obsession. They were Chris's(My Ex) favorite band. He died of Leukemia 3 days ago.
My dad has been to the hospital a lot cause he has 3 brain tumors and his headache's have been getting worse. I hope he's ok.
Well I guess that's all that's going on in my life. I'll write a little later.

xxx
Kate