It just got worse.

I think my best friend now hates me..
Most of you know now that hes not talking to me right?
I was walking home from church and ofcourse it was the 4th week in a row he didn't come. [properly doesnt want to see me]
I saw him driving up the road, he looked at me and rolled his eyes. I didn't understand why but I knew I had done nothing terrible.
that night I see him walking down MY street with HIS best friend ben.
Going to lucy and ruths.. Dan doesnt even know them!
but fuck hes willing to speed the night with them >_> I mean we haven't talked face to face since december and HE wants to see lucy and ruth..
I think ive done something awful.
I canceled my bebo account a couple of days ago but he was weird before then.
I think i should text him saying im sorry or create a new bebo account with him as my only contact and make him my other half and message him saying im sorry.
[even though i havne't got a clue what a did]
and then ill see if he replys.. if not I guess ive lost my best friend.
what do you guys think I should do?
February 10th, 2008 at 06:51pm