Confession

I really wish I could have believed her when she said you wanted to apologise to me.

I wish I had been brave enough to go and talk to you, but I'm not..

I wish I didn't think about you every-fucking-day, but I do.

I wish I couldn't tell that she was lying, but I did.

I wish you really did want to apologise, but I really don't think you do.

I wish I didn't miss you so much it hurt, but I do.
It's been nearly three years.

Did you know that? I haven't spoken to you in so long, and it hurts Ollie. It fucking HURTS. I wish I didn't miss you.

I can't stand this love/hate feeling I have towards you.

Ollie. Olivia.

I confess I loved you.

I confess I can't stop, even though I hate you.
February 10th, 2008 at 10:21pm