Self Esteem!

I realise now that I was always okay and that all the hang-ups I collected along the way before the age of 18 were unjustified. If I could go back in a time machine I'd tell my younger self exactly that and so I'm telling anyone who happens to stumble across this journal the same thing. You're good enough, so go for your dreams.

Ideally I'd have started playing instruments years ago as my mother suggested. I was totally hung up on football though and couldn't have cared less, so I didn't bother. Now, I'm in the process of catching up, but at least I'm on the right path.

I want to learn more about Autism so I can help my little girl with ASD. There's a degree course I could do with Birmingham University which I could start when she goes to school, hopefully that would mean I could work in the field later and help other families with Autistic children. I want to make a difference for the better with my life now I'm no longer a drunken, drugged up waster. it's good to have ambitions again!

It's good to be alive again!!!!!!!!!