Oh my God! My crush is a...

I just can't believe it! Some one give me poison,please... Is my taste that bad? Well, you see I found out that my crush is gay! Yeah, sure! You don't mind but I think this is serious.

I had a crush way back then... He is also gay... Can you believe it?!

What is wrong with me? There are so many guys out there but why do I keep on picking those gays? What's with them anyway?

Since he is gay, I tried courting him anyway... Hehehe...

I tried so many things just to make him know that I have "feelings" for him. I buy him things he wants (as long as it is cheap!), I hug him (even though he pushes me around if I do that!), I tried holding his hand (even though he ignores it for a minute but still he resisted!) and I even let him sleep on my shoulders (There is that time when we were on duty at night shift and he was so sleepy.) or have my seat! (if there is no other seat available.)

This valentine's day, I tried to asked him out but he declined. So I was planning to give him chocolates tomorrow.

He is so cruel....

I think I don't have a chance... Right?
February 14th, 2008 at 09:55am