just a thought in the last few days with friends

i was just sitting in the bus when this thought came to my mind...
why am i not so close with my friends?
i don't know the answer actually..
perhaps i'm just too busy with my life, of what's gonna happen to me or something.
i don't know but i kind of pity myself....
then when i see them, it seems like they are so distant and far.
i want to be there beside them but i can't.
no matter what i do, they seem to drift away....
they are so different from the persons i have met one june morning inside a crammed room...
they have turned into strangers with different qualms and principles or something i can't seem to get...
what can i do?
i'm feeling more alone!
damn...