Nobody here but me...

So far, so good- I guess. It's only been two days, but I have yet to ruin my resolutions. And yet, I'm still miserable, just as much so as before. I just feel so empty and alone in a way I can't even communicate. And I hate myself for that.

...Give it time, I guess. But the thing is, I know this is going to take so much time, and I don't know what to do in the meantime. I wish someone could help me, but I just don't know what to say when people ask if I'm okay.

And I think my computer is dying... eek.

I don't want to go to work today...