Life

Right now I'm just told to do stuff I don't want to do. People tells me to go and join the army
( the swedish army is not at all like the US army. It's totaly based on if you're in great fittness and if you have the right psychical mind. So there's not alot of people that goes in to the Swedish army. No wonder that it's not alot of soldier in Sweden. and the fact that the Swedish amy don't have enough money. )

I don't know if I want that. But everyone else wants that from me. I dont' even know what I want with my life anymore.

It feels like I'm just doing whats best for everyone else except me.
I hate this. Ireally just want to do something for myself you know?

I really hate this!

I still havent found out who my dad is!
This Sucks!!!!!!!