I hate life....

Ok So all of my stories that I had started and all of the things I had writen are gone!
My computer crashed and deleted everything.
All of the stories I had started are gone. All of my plans for my Matt sotry are gone. Thank god I remeber half of the things. What sucks though is that I have to write them again!
I should have the next chap. for my Matt story out in the next two weeks or so. Sorry it's going to take so long, but I have to write a story for school too!
Once again i'm sorry. I feel so bad right now. I feel like I'm letting my readers and friends on here down.