I saw Paul today. I was actually really angry at him going in there but for some reason the minute I see him, my heart sinks and I couldn't be mad at him.
But things seemed different tonight, it was as if something changed that night. I don't know whatever.
I have to go to the doctors on tuesday I'm kinda nervous.
Aside from that I'm starting to realise that Paul and i don't agree on anything and I don't even understand what it is that makes him so interested in me. It just doesn't make sense in my mind. Oh well.
Xox. Tmrw.