My parents MIGHT be separating....***.

Yeah, I never expected this to happen to them. I mean, they argue sometimes, but it's never escalated into anything major. Right now I feel so fucking hopeless...I actually have no idea what to feel.

I actually found out by accident this morning because there was a manila folder on my kitchen counter. Thinking it was my homework assignment for today, I opened it up and saw lots of papers with "Separation Agreement" written on the top of them, and the word "divorce" in various places. I just wanted to die right then--it was one of the worst feelings in the world...

And what makes it worse is I confronted my dad about it and he's not giving me a straight answer, and it's making me even more worried. Like after I found it I asked him if it meant anything, and he only said "I don't know, I don't think so." He's beating around the bush about it and it's making me so god damn mad.

I swear, if it wasn't for my friends I'd be a fucking mess.
I'll be sure to update on what happens when I know for sure. At least I still have a bit of hope left.

xoxo
Amanda Way
March 4th, 2008 at 11:50pm