Lovely are you lost? You're always cast into the flow

I'm so lost and confused. I know that as I teenager you're supposedly supposed to feel like this. But if thats true, then it fucking sucks.

I just don't know what's so wrong with me? On Monday morning, I was sad and silent and by the end of the day, my friends were making fun of my for talking so fast because I was so hyper. On Tuesday I was fine, but suddenly during the night, I start crying for no reason. I hate this.

I just wish I knew what was wrong with me, if anything. I know I'm probably looking for an excuse for my weirdness, but I think it would make me feel so much better to have a label on what I'm going through....