I wonder how long this journal will last until I decide to delete like that rest of them. I give it til tomorrow. Maybe even before I leave. Eh, whatever.
So, right now, I've had a complete mood swing (yay for hormones) and I am very pissed off and annoyed at everything and everyone. I'll be fine in like, 10 minutes, but right now everything is getting on my last nerves and I'm about to snap any minute.
I never ever ever write journals anymore, and the only reason for this one is because a) I need to vent b) the forums have decided to die c) I am amazingly bored.
Why am I so angry? Because I am a girl - that's why. Greatest answer ever, no?
Yeah, I thought so too. :]
No, but seriously, I've so on edge/off edge/every fucking thing because my mother is highly annoying and likes to bitch about every little thing I do, and that drags on and on and on and on until I finally lose it and snap, which then leads to a huge shouting match. And even after that she still persists to bitch at me, oh no, not at me about me. When I'm still in the flamin' room. I just feel like screaming, "Yeah, you know, I'm still freakin' here!"
But no, I hold my tongue, and blast ridiculously cruel hate songs in my ears at the highest volume until my ear drums literally bleed. Or, in fact, any song.
I'm pretty sure the rest of my family can hear every single note and lyric, but eh, I don't care.
I'm, uh, already in withdrawal from the 'fessions thread. Literally, I'm shaking, sweating, gibbering. It's not a pretty sight.
Okay, that was a slight exaggeration, but whatever. Regardless, I miss the thread already.
Silly database error. I wish you would go away. Plzkthnx.
Right now, I have The Used to cheer me up. I've been watching their videos pretty much all evening. Then when I tried to watch Bert's, I got even more annoyed because "this video is not available in your country". I was like, WTF?! YES IT IS. -stabstabstab-
But that didn't work - so I decided to watch this one. Which is still flamin' loading.
Oh, how I love AOL.
Can you sense that those words were dripping in sarcasm?
Yeah, I thought as much.
My stomach feels weird right now. I don't like it. That's annoying me, too.
I'm sick of food though. It's all the same and is basically boring me now.
So yeah.
I'm working on a new one shot though. I think this one might be somewhat good. Well, I hope so. I'm working hard on this one. It's actually going to be original fiction, which is a big change for me, because I lovelovelove fan fiction wayyyyyyyy too much.
Cliché frerard pwns your ass, like.
So does Gerbert but that seems to be in short supply right now.
I have two Gerbert ideas too, actually. One's an one shot (big surprise there, not) and the other is (hopefully) a continuing story.
Unfortunately, being the amazing procrastinator I am, that probably won't even be started by my birthday.
I think I should probably stop babbling on about nothing now and get my hopes up in case the forums decide to come alive again.
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