I seriously need some help

I keep feeling shitty all the time and I hate it, its killing me on the inside. I'm sick of pretending that I'm something I'm not. I hate lying to people. I may look happy on the outside, but inside I'm DYING! I'm sick of feeling depressed all the time. No one knows what it feels like on the inside and it's so frustrating. I'm finding it really hard to trust people. I can trust you guys right?

The trust issue started with kids in primary school you can blame them. What can I do to make this feel better without talking to someone about it?
March 15th, 2008 at 11:07am