Scars

I have cut myself before. Yes I do even now, but I don't do it like every day. I was looking at my arm yesterday and realized I still had a scar from a cut I did two or three months ago. I had made an x with it. And there is still a very faint scar there, but it's so small and faded you'd have to grab my arm and tilt my arm jjuuuussssttt right. So I'm not worried.

But it got me thinking. What if I cut myself so hard and deep and so much that I ended up with a scar. When you think about it, that's kinda scary. I can't imagine being a mom and looking at my arm in the morning seeing a white scar that I'd have to cover with makeup. So I think I won't go as deep anymore, or as near my wrist.

Speaking of scars, I looked down one day in the shower and saw that-weirdly enough- I had red scars between my legs. Like on the inside of my thighs-low enough though so that they weren't...close to anything- and i have no idea how they got there. I saw the scars like a year ago and they r still there. It's weird i don't even know where they came from.
Oh well.