i feel like

i mean nothing to anybody. Even though I have an amazing boyfriend and he said that I mean the world to him and everybody. I hate life so much...BTW. I haven't cut since Tuesday. Marty (my boyfriend) told me never to do and to write stuff down and not to do anything stupid, like cutting, but i dunno how long it will last. I had an amazingly fun weekend. Saturday, I went out with Marty and I was really last getting home I was supposed to be home at 10 p.m. right and I got home around 12:30 a.m. Dude I was two hours late but I'm glad I was last we had a lot of fun *winkwink*