I'm new

well I'm new to this thing so help me out you peoples!! lol
so yeah I'm 18 I'm a girl And I'm Lesbian so I love girls.
And no I don't have a girlfriend right now I'm looking for one
so yeah I don't have much to say oh and you can call me Shadow!!
well I guess I have to write more how about A poem

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I dont know what u did 2 me
I miss you more and more
What did you do! TELL ME!!
I begg you tell me! PLEASE!!!
'cause really deep down in me I
want to kill myself 4 you, why did
you do this to me why? Was it so wrong
to love you like that, that you had to hurt me so bad
Every time I'm sleepping I dream of you
and every time I awake I'm cry 'cause I wish that you
were here to silent my cries.

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I dont know wat 2 do?
I dont know wat to say or think?
I dont know wat to do anything?
or 2 ether live or die?
wat do you think of wat I'm thinking?!!
can you help me 'cause I cant even
help myself so I need Help!!!
HELP ME!!! PLEASE!!!

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(¸.•´ (¸.• <3 Shadow