Apparently, I'm not allowed to feel

Yes, it's impossible for someone like me to feel anything cause after all I'm just a lonely, pathetic bitch who is incapable of love!

Damn it, why does everyone I know think that I'm cold and distant. So I stay away sometimes and I'm really quiet. That's not being cold people, that's being really shy.

My social skils suck. I freeze when I meet new people, it takes me more than a week to get comfortable around someone unless you're really charismatic.

My aunt was here again and the first things she did was to point out how she hates me. "You see, this is why nobody in the family likes you, you scare us"

What the fucking hell?!

The only good thing she could say about me is that ' wasn't as fat as I was before".

Damn her!

I'm gonna show her. Grr.. Sorry I'm so wroked up by this but it's just. Gah! I want to murder someone!
March 27th, 2008 at 06:32am