The ***er Set Me Up!!!

Wow, where to begin. Let us begin with the fact that I can't scream because I'm suffering from a cold and my voice is beyond broken to the point that it has shattered disabling my voice. Anyway, last night, I was just typing along to people on MSN, and Mum and I had been planning what was going on with one of my MOST trusted best friends and his dad to set up some D-Link to connect both computers to the internet at the same time. I had sent through two messages to this supposed "friend" (which I have known for a year) and he finally ended up calling us. His Dad was as drunk as a fucking skunk and he went on about, apparently, I was a lost cause, a freak, an emo, a tear-away AND, to top it all off, I belonged to an occult. Well friends, let me tell you this:
1- I am NOT a fucking emo, I have nothing against them, and I admit I have been depressed, but I have always had a good reason to back myself up.

2- I think there would be talk if there WAS an occult in the area in which I lived

3- I may be a confirmed catholic, but I do not personally believe in Heaven or Hell (or Satan or God in that matter). I honestly believe we all rot in the ground when we die

4- This "friend" has no right to go on about me like some sort of freak, which leads onto stabbing me in the back because there is NO fucking need for it.

Well, just for your information, if I WAS an emo or belonged to an occult, I can't see why it would bother him. This is my life and there is nothing wrong with emos. They are people too, you know! They're just people with issues and they dress up to alert people that they HAVE issues.

I know what to do next time a find a friend to trust... DON'T!!! I'm slowly finding out that trusting is the biggest mistake anyone could ever make, because you can't trust anymore.

So this is to you, oh best, and most trusted friend in the world, I don't need you and although I have appreciated everything you've done for me in the past, just remember that it IS in the PAST and the past can not be changed. I would love an apology, but I guess that can't come from YOU, oh no, "I'm sixteen, and you're only a fourteen year old emo noob, and you deserve nothing from me!"

Just a message for you, "friend", "GO FUCK YOURSELF, IF YOU CAN!!!