Hot Gay Sex. Except kinda not exactly. Hah.

It kind of amuses me that the only 'explicit' dream I've ever had was a demon giving me a blowjob.
First off, a demon? wtf. (Not like red, horns, whatever, it was this thing I've been working on for a story, more or less just a shapechanger. But still, pretty fucking weird.)
And he was chained to a stone bench thing. But, strangely enough (given that I have slight sadistic tendencies), that wasn't sexual, in fact, almost the opposite, because the chains kept pinching his skin.
But also, I don't even have a dick. Sure, I want one, but I felt all this, like fully. (And it felt really fucking good. So, yet again, I'm doubting my asexuality.)
And it's rather awkward when you fall in love (because really, I have) with a character you're writing in a story. I've already had to scrap my original ending, now, because it hurt me maybe more than the character whose point of view I've stolen, and it hurt him (her? unwillingly turned into a guy) a whole lot.

Now, if I can just get the damn story written down, rather than being in it...

Maybe this is tmi, but I think Mibbians can handle it. (;
March 30th, 2008 at 04:45am