My Forever Newness

For those of you that know me,

In the past I have had many ups and downs. But today I counted to three, held my breath and waited for 12. I am new, I am not perfect. I'm not o-fucking-kay (yes i say this alot) but I hopefully will be. The things i have done will be softened, and the new me will rise and bloom like a new rose.

Will I be Perfect?
Yeah Right.

But I will commit one final act of the old me. It has been my dream to leap from the highest part of my house to the ground and just be there. I will do just that, and be newer than ever. My survival is immenent and I have no plans on suicide. But there is a reason for my choice and that is to connect the Old Taylor Lael Lee Widener-Love with the dirt; to bury her and let hre lie there until we are connected as old friends by death. I love everyone and no one but wil be loyal and help them the best I can.

xoxKatharos (pure in Greek)