I Can't Be Here So Much Anymore

I'm not going to be updating any stories for a while, just because I don't have the heart to do it. I just can't right now. I don't know why, but it's not because I have writer's block or anything, because I don't. I just need some time off to write and come up with the best ideas I possibly can to make my stories as good as I can. I just need a break from updating and finding that nobody has read anything anyways except for one story. I just need time to concentrate on the new and final quarter of school this year. I just can't do this right now. I want to, but I really just can't.
I really need to get my priorities in life right. This shouldn't be my whole life, like it is now. So I'll still read updates and comment, but I'm not going to be on this site as much as usual. I might just decide to spend less time on the computer in general. I don't know, but I can't keep this up. It feels as if I'm wasting away my life by being on here 24/7 and I'm not willing to do it anymore. It has to stop, for a little while at least. It's not like I'm leaving for good, but I need to start doing something worth while for me. This really isn't doing anything for me except giving me a heavy heart and it almost makes me wonder why I'm writing at all. So I just need to reevaluate everything and take some me time.

I'm going to do things that will make me happy, instead of more unhappy. I mean, I love this site and everyone on it, everyone's so talented, but I'm just not happy on here right now.

I'll be on still, so feel free to talk to me and let me know if you have a story you want me to read, and I might, but I need this. I need to step back from this. I need to get away from the computer screen for a while and do something I want to do. I just had to get this out there. I didn't even realize I felt like this until recently. So now I'm acting upon it and distancing myself for a while. And I already feel better for deciding to do this.
April 6th, 2008 at 07:07pm