Lost.

I find myself constantly day dreaming.
It has become a really bad habit to the point where I completely space out during class.

Have you ever seen a stranger who appears to have an interesting life?
Then you sit, think and mix up a concoction of Utopias and fake realities in order to visualize what it is like to be this person?
I make up all these worlds and all these scenarios of a life often not lived.

I'm pretty sure other people do it, seeing as to how I'm not unique or anything, but it is interfering with my reality.
I've blocked out the world.

I'm reading a novel where the protagonist's main conflict is trying to find herself. Like I, she wishes to be in other's shoes.

I think it is time I find myself.
April 17th, 2008 at 10:22pm