Sick Of My Mind..

I am sick of myself.
Does that make since?
I am not sick of how I look or anything like that.
No; I am sick of my mind.
I have SO much stuff in there, I don't know where to start and where to end.
I want to get it down on paper, but the pencil can't find the words.
I want to film it, but I can't write a script due to the first problem.

I have so many emotions locked up inside, I need an outlet!
I just...am finding it really hard.

My life, not the best.
LOTS of drama.
Some how I pull it off.
Appearing to be halfway normal.
Just...a bit more crazy is all.

So... I need help.
Not like, medical help.
I am going to wait about 10 years and let it fester.
Right now, I want to make a series or short film.
I just need ideas!
I plot, something, ANYTHING!
So, please my friends...my people...
Help me...
Help, you know I need somebody...
...Help...