I would really love to kill you....

I don’t know…
My mom overheard me say I love you to my girlfriend earlier…she flipped out and yelled at me that if I was going to say it to Masha then not to bother ever saying it to her because it doesn’t mean anything anymore.

We’re packing to move soon, we won’t move for the next 3 or 4 months I guarantee it but she’s making us pack up everything, I had to empty out my bookcase, pack my letters, odds and ends, journals, all my shit….

I’m so close to just losing it lately, like seriously freaking out and choking someone.
I haven’t felt this way in forever…

I’m just so pissed/stressed/sad/werid/lonely