Life.

Life is just a waste of time.
You know that feeling like you don't belong anywhere?
And how you don't feel the same.
You don't love people you used to love.
Well that's the way I feel.
Do I love him.
Yes.
Do I want to talk to him.
Not really.
And things are not the same as the used to be.
He's changed me into something else.
A monster perhaps.
Or just a girl who wants more than he can give.
Only a few days and I will know.
My true feelings will unfold.
And most likely the cold
Will set into this horrible heart.
Love really isn't all it's cracked up to be.