Jakey.

He's in a coma. And it's all my fault.

I can't lose him. I...I just can't.

The other night I had a dream. It was that recurring nightmare again, except it was slightly different.
This time, it was Jakey and me.
He drove.
We crashed.
He died.

The next morning, he rang me. I told him about the dream.
He laughed.

Later on, I was at his place, seeing him before he left.
I was still really worried about my dream.
He laughed and said "Don't worry, Sugar, it's just a dream. I'm going to be /fine/."
He kissed my forehead and drove off.

I got a call from a hospital in Sydney later that night.
"We found your number on Mr Myers' file. He's in a critical, unstable condition after being involved in a serious car accident."
I told the woman what she needed to know.
I hung up, and broke down.

I can't lose him.
I promised Benny I would look after Jakey.
I lost Benny. And I can't go through that again.

Because I won't make it out the other side.