Life..

I don't know what to do with myself. It gets to a point where I ligidimately do not like myself at all, like I can't stand myself. I always feel quilty, my parents help that. I feel over weight, not right in general. I know I cannot ever be perfect, and I don't want this to contridict my other journal post, but I just continuesly hurt myself, and I can't control it. I'm not suicidal, but I just wish I was happier. Not only these issues, but the typical adolecent things are weighing me down. Grades, boys, friends, just life in general.