i am a failure....

at life. I cut myself so bad last night. I tried not to, but I couldn't stop. I just wanna kill myself already..I'm to much of a pussy to go all the way with it...Last night, I felt worthless, I am worthless. I just wish I could die and get it over with. I miss being happy. I have always been not so happy before I moved I only had one friend and the rest of the school picked on me and my friend I'd pretty much cry myself to sleep I still do. I didn't fall asleep until about 2 this morning. I really do miss being happy. Just like I miss having someone to talk to...