Coming Clean

I would like to publicly announce that i'm a self-righteous bitch that does not deserve friends.

i said quite possibly the worst things to people who were my friends.

yeah, i said worse things than those naughty words your parents told you never to say, i used plain simple words to hit them where it hurt most.

to top it off, i was so self absorbed i kept stewing that what i did was right so i made things worse.

now they'll never forgive and i don't expect them to. hell i wouldn't forgive me.

they let me off easy, with only the silent treatment. if i had to face me, there would be blood.

so here's to all of you who thought i was somewhat cool. i'm not. I'm a bitch. i'm equivalent to the slutty, bitchy head cheerleader.

yeah, i know this doesn't mean shit, its too little too late.

so here i am.

the bitch.

standing on a podium waiting for people to throw shit at me.

its what i deserve.

i know that now.