Okay... now I'm crying I need help.

I just can't believe it, you know?

I'm... I'm just feeling so hurt right now.

I never ever wanted him to know.

and now it's just... God.

I FUCKING LOVE HIM!!!!

I feel like I wanna kill myself, it just sucks so much.

I know it's pretty stupid to cry over something like this, but I can't help it.

It seem like everytime I try to like someone, I'm the one who always gets hurt in the end.

It just plain hurts so much, I seriously feel like I could hurt myself at ths point and not even care.

It's just not fair how everyone around me is in love or at least has an ex and is now dating again.

I've never had a boyfriend in my life, not even a secret admirer, Valentine's Day is always a dissapointment, I don't even bother going to dances anymore cause I know I won't enjoy them.

I might as well have the words "Just friends" tattooed on my forehead for the rest of my fucking life.

I want to die.