Life Sucks...

I am so tired of acting like everything is okay, when it's not. Why is it so hard for me to be happy with my life? I'm just so depressed right now.
Firstly, my Uncle Jim just committed suicide last week. That was a huge blow and I still cry a lot.
Secondly, the guy(s) that I like don't even know that I am alive.
Mitch: I know I shouldn't like him because he is an arrogant asshole. But something about him I like a lot.
Danny: I still haven't forgiven him for what he did to me. I don't think I ever will.
Luke: I really, really, really like him. But I set him up with my friend Kaitlin. I have a really bad habbit of setting my friends up with guys that I like. I'm secretly hoping they don't work out though. Partly beucase I like Luke, obviously, but also because Kaitlin said some really mean things about me. She's a total bitch though.

Okay, enough of that, it's making me even more depressed. I'm still trying to figure out all the little things about MIbba. I need some help. Anyone?

Love&Peace
E.