Wanting What You Can't Have Syndrome

Wanting What You Can't Have Syndrome

Something of which i am a specialist. Unfortunately.

There is this guy in my year. Kinda cute, eccentric, funny, sweet etc etc

For a few weeks now I've been liking him in that 'more than a friend way'. Only now i have found out he's moving back to Germany in the summer. So naturally, I'm totally besotted with him. Which just sucks for me.

If i do tell him i like him and he likes me back, then i am putting myself up for heartbreak, and i will lose a friend.

If i do tell him and he doesn't like me back, or doesn't want to start anything, then again, lose a friend, end up in heartbreak.

If i don't tell him, i stay friends, go see him occasionally, keep in contact, then i keep a friend, but live in total agony until i get over it and live in constant wonder of what could of happened if i had told him.

God i am useless..... Do i just want what i cant have?? If we did get together would i no longer be interested??

I hate myself sometimes, Damn hormones