There really is a way into the white, when you're down in the blue...

Chad.
He's been on my mind a lot lately.
It's been one year and almost four months since he made his decision.
1 year, and 4 months since he left his only daughter,
and the rest of his step children behind.
I miss him so much.
I miss hearing him walk in the door
and thinking 'Good God...the giants home.'

I miss him just being here.
Sure life is good,
and I'm certainly probably happier than ever.
But I would be even happier if he were here.
Everything would be perfect.

But on the plus side of life,
I found out that Todd thinks of me
the same way I think of him.
Yay.
This is exciting stuff.
Hopefully he actually puts his words into action though.
That would be nice.