I'm so afraid for my life right now
Okay, if you read my last few entries about my ex and breakin up left my really upset it'd be good to read this. I just sent him a message and he he just signed on and its been 4 months and im so scared! I'm shaking and my breathing is like hitched and annoying. I can't calm down. This is the boy that i trusted and loved, that left me over and silly fight. Now, if he sends me a letter back sayin go away or something i'm going to cry I know it. Oh god why am i so patheic? Ahh, I'm about to freak out I can't look at my inbox -hides-. Mmm, I hope he doesnt like hate me or thin im weird for sending it...
Any advice on what to do if he's mean to me?
Is it oaky to get back together?
Ohh man...
XOXO
Amanda
May 18th, 2008 at 04:49am