my trust is forever ***ed

i finally trust my friends enough to tell them things about my past
and they tell my aunt
and she in turn tells my mother
and somehow they decided it would be okay to tell my schools assistant principal
my trust was already really messed up
now even i'll be surprised if i trust ppl anymore
this is what happened before with my old friends, i dont know why i thought these ppl would be any different.
i guess its my fault....of course it cant be their's
"they're only trying to help"
fuck that shit.
whatever
at the moment i dont think i trust more than 5 ppl,