I give up on love and boys

They fuck everything up, and always hurt u. People always tell them that u like them you never no they might feel the same, yeah right. everytime i tell someone they fucking say no i dont like u.
What wrong with me? Am I reall that ugly? I dont feel petty or think that i look petty. Boy suck and so does life.

I just want to forget about that but i cant. I hurt so much, but why do we like to hurt so much? Why do I always put myself though this pain?

I am so stupid. I hate this and how it feels. I need help, I am so fucked up.

Bella
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May 31st, 2008 at 08:14pm